y’know what is really funny. while i was away i didn’t really miss anyone. i barely missed home, i missed my family sure but not as much as i thought i would. i talked to them so often on the phone that sometimes there wasn’t even much to talk about. i missed my friends but it was hard to talk to them while i was away, so i didn’t really bother. i guess while i was away i had so many of my friends with me on my trip, and made some new friends that i wasn’t really homesick at all. the city itself, oh my god did i fall in love with the city, more than i thought i ever would. but that deserves a post in itself. while i was away i understood why some people come back from trips away and just are a little different. a friend of mine went to new york a year ago and when he came back he completely changed his circle of friends and when i asked him what happened he just said that he realized what mattered and who was important and that he didn’t want to waste time on people that were insincere at the end of the day. i thought he was being a bit over the top, but i completely understand, and i felt/now feel the same way. i think while i was away i definitely realized that there were some people in my life that i didn’t need (men in particular) and when i came back i was happy to not have them in my life, but it’s just funny that it never occurred to me that while I was away maybe these very same people realized that they no longer needed me either, and i’m not sure what to make of that.
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